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“Jesus’ Chutzpah” Palm Sunday, March 16,
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Matthew 21: 1-11
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Jesus
had chutzpah. It was obvious that first Palm Sunday. I’ve
researched some definitions of the Yiddish word “chutzpah.” It is a term that
can be used admiringly or a bit disparagingly. Boldness, audacity and nerve
are some definitions for chutzpah. Presumptuousness and brazenness are others.
The British apparently define chutzpah as “bloody cheek.” Leo
Rosten provides an example of chutzpah run amuck – “a man who, having killed
his mother and father, throws himself on the mercy of the court because he is
an orphan." [i] “Courage
bordering on arrogance” is a striking definition I came across. Chutzpah is boldness
and audacity and courage and nerve. Jesus
had chutzpah that first Palm Sunday. Everybody
in Yet
Jesus had no intention of being the kind of Messiah the people expected and
wanted. No
wonder the people who shouted “Hosanna” on Sunday shouted “Crucify Him” on
Friday. Sermons often criticize the crowds for turning on Jesus as though
they were fickle, but I think I understand. Jesus’ actions on Sunday were an
implied promise that he had no intention of meeting on Friday in the way the people
expected his promise to be kept. Even
Jesus’ own disciples whom he had trained personally and intimately didn’t get
it. Peter, you remember, went out and got himself a sword after Palm Sunday.
He, like everyone else, thought they were going to violently overthrow the
foreign government that occupied Even
Jesus’ own disciples misunderstood the meaning and significance of Palm
Sunday and Jesus’ claim to be the Messiah. It was
a bold, courageous, audacious thing for Jesus to do – bordering on arrogance
– to take on the mantle of Messiah, to accept the hosannas and cheers of the
crowds, when his destination that week was a cross, not a revolution. Or at
least not a revolution anybody around then would comprehend. On Palm
Sunday Jesus claimed his Messiahship but he made no attempt to meet the
expectations of the crowd for what a Messiah should be or do. He made no
attempt to explain himself so that people would understand what he was about.
He just rode on accepting the praise of those who would soon ridicule and
mock him. Jesus had chutzpah. It
makes us wonder about ourselves, perhaps. I know it does me. Why is it that
we are so needy of the understanding and approval of others? Why do we have
such a hard time standing straight and proud in the face of disagreement and
disapproval? Why are we so eager to please that we are willing to sacrifice
our own sacred truth? My seminary
professor of pastoral care Merle The
customer said, “But the sleeves are too long.” The
clerk said: “If you lean over and hunch up your shoulders, the sleeves will
fit just fine.” The man did and the sleeves fit. The
customer said, “But the pants legs are too long.” The
clerk said, “If you crouch down and bend your knees, the pant legs will fit
fine.” So the man did, and the pants legs fit, and he bought the suit. He was
walking out of the store wearing the suit, his shoulders crunched over and
his knees bent so the suit would fit. Two
women passed by him on the way into the store. One woman whispered to the
other, “Look at that poor man. I wonder what happened to him to cause him to
walk that way? It is unfortunate.” The
other women said, “Yes, but isn’t he lucky that he found a suit that fits so
well?”[ii] Professor
Jordan has a point he is trying to make by telling this silly story. Too
often, he says, we force ourselves into “psychological and spiritual
ill-fitting clothes that may be of a pleasing appearance to others but are
destructive to the authentic nature of the [real] person…this is a violation
of the true self.” It is actually a violation of God, Jesus made
the suit fit him. He did not contort his life to fit the expectations and
demands of others. He had chutzpah. A Hindu
fable goes something like this. There was a motherless tiger who was adopted
by goats. She was raised as a goat, learned to speak goat, to eat grass like
a goat, to emulate goat ways, to live as though she were a goat. Then
one day a large queen tiger appeared. All the goats ran away in fear. The
young tiger was left alone to confront the beautiful adult tiger on her own.
The queen tiger asked the young tiger why she was skulking around like a
goat. All the young tiger did in reply was to bleat nervously and nibble
nervously on the grass. So the
queen tiger carried the young tiger to a pool where they looked together at
their reflections side by side. The young tiger looked long and looked hard
until she finally realized who she was and she stopped bleating and nibbling
grass and dug her claws into the ground and lifted her head high and roared.[iv] Fred
Buechner says that Hinduism, Buddhism, Judaism, Islam and Christianity all
agree about this – that human beings as we usually exist in the world are not
what we were created to be. We live like goats when we are created to be
tigers.[v] Jesus is
a tiger, Buechner says. Jesus has chutzpah. I’ve
been rereading some of the writings of Carlyle Marney. When I was a very
young minister just out of seminary, I used to listen to tapes of Carlyle
Marney’s sermons and try to imitate him when I preached. He was a Southern
Baptist preacher, an ecumenist, a bold thinker, and an intellectual – a list
that does not always go together in one person. I loved Carlyle Marney. He died
five days before his 66th birthday in 1979, too soon. He left
local church pastoral ministry in 1966 and spent the last 13 years of his
life living in a big house on I
remember the last sermon I heard Carlyle Marney preach. He talked about
having listened to the burdens and struggles of clergy of all denominations
for the past dozen years, and he said he despaired for the future of the
church in Jesus
had chutzpah. Why are his followers so afraid? One of
the reasons we are so timid, I think, is because our vision is short. We
don’t see very clearly into tomorrow. We don’t live with a very big picture. Since
the press carried a story about our services to recognize and honor gay and
lesbian couples in committed relationships, I’ve been getting some letters
and emails from around the country…mostly positive, but a few that aren’t. I got
one this week from a man who disagrees with me but who is very polite in the
way he does it. His name is Patrick and he is an engineer in This is
what the email said: Sorry to hear about
your decisions...I know that a man in your position didn’t get where you are
without an extensive and exhaustive study of the Word of God. I don’t
quite understand how you could come to the conclusion that what you are about
to do is ok with the God of the Universe. As a brother in Christ, I’m
sorry for your decision and pray God’s mercy when you, like me, stand before
Him and are held accountable for your choices in life. I’ll be asking
for mercy on my own behalf for the many things I have failed Him in. Thanks for letting
me comment. I am
surprised by the number of emails and letters from people who disagree with
me that mention the last judgment and what they expect to happen to me then.
Do they suppose I do not think of such things? It
makes me remember a moment 15 years ago that was very important to the
shaping of my ministry. Peter was a member of the church I served at the
time. He was in the hospital as the result of complications from HIV/AIDS.
His partner of many years, Karl, was in the same hospital on a different floor.
Karl was days away from death. Peter had been attending my church for years
and I knew him well. I had never met Karl. When I was visiting Peter in the
hospital, he asked me if I would go with him to Karl’s room and meet Karl because,
Peter said, I would soon be conducting Karl’s funeral. So I
pushed Peter in a wheel chair to Karl’s room. When we got there I saw a side
of Peter I’d never seen before. When he saw Karl in his bed emaciated and
near death, tears sprang to his eyes. He called Karl “my darling” over and
over again and kissed him and wiped his forehead with a damp cloth and got
him to drink some water and ministered to him with great tenderness. When we
got back to Peter’s room, Peter said that there was something he wanted to ask
me. He told me he had been watching a TV evangelist and he wondered if he
should repent of his homosexuality before he died so that he could go to
heaven. “It has been a long time since Karl and my relationship has been
physical, he said. That is long over anyway,” he said. I was
never in my life more aware of the verse of Scripture from James that says: ‘Not many of you should become teachers, my
brothers and sisters, for you know that we who teach will be judged with
greater strictness.” (James 3: 1) I was all too aware of the words of Jesus:
"If any of you put a stumbling block before one of these little ones who
believe in me, it would be better for you if a great millstone were fastened
around your neck and you were drowned in the depth of the sea.” (Matthew
18:6) I felt in that moment the eternal welfare of my own soul hung in the
balance of the way I would answer Peter’s question. I took
as long as I could to think about my answer as I could without seeming
unresponsive. Then I said this: “Peter, I don’t really know, but let me ask
you a question. You have been with Karl a long time. You tell me, was it been
mostly about lust or love?” He said
without missing a beat, “Oh, it is love.” “Peter,
all of us have things we need to repent of” I said, “but if God gave you the
gift of love, the greatest gift any of us can receive, do you really think
God would want you to repent of it?” Peter
nodded his head in a firm way. We prayed together. There were things Peter
repented of, but he did not repent for Karl. Patrick,
my Jesus
had chutzpah the first Palm Sunday because his vision was not short. He could
see past the rejection of the crowds who would shout “Crucify Him” on Friday
to today when you would gather here at 16th and P in Jesus
the tiger. If you
will walk with him and study him this Holy Week, you will catch a glimpse of
who you really are. And maybe, if we do this, we will stop bleating nervously
and nibbling the grass, and dig our claws into the ground and lift our heads
and roar. www.foundryumc.org |
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