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“I Shall Not Want” Sunday, May 17, 2009 |
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Psalm 73: 21-28
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We are
focusing this month and next on the 23rd Psalm – A Psalm for Tough
Times because for some of us these are tough times…frightening times. Jobs are being downsized, pensions are being
devalued (the retirements of United Methodist pastors in our conference are
down by 66 percent this year!), and real estate is iffy. No one really knows
if we have hit bottom or if we will bounce when we do and how high the bounce
will be. Someone told me recently there are 6,000 unemployed lawyers in The 23rd
Psalm begins with a bold assertion: “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not
want.” Because the Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. The Lord is my
shepherd, thus, I shall not want. Is this
just a nice lyric for an ancient hymn, or is this something we can believe
in? This is the question I am wrestling with and I hope you might wrestle
with along with me. “The
Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.” The
word “want” has two aspects to its meaning here. One aspect is subjective and
the other is objective. The subjective meaning is easier, so let’s talk about
the subjective meaning first. Want
is, in part, subjective. Desire is subjective. It is a feeling. The liberation
theologian Leonardo Boff says “a human being is fundamentally a being of
desire.” “There
is nothing that has not been the object of human desire,” he says. “We have
gone to the moon, and now we are going out of the solar system toward the
heart of our galaxy, the Milky Way.…What object,” he asks, “is adequate to
human desire?” Human desire is infinite.[i] I
sometimes am afraid that my personal capacity to want is infinite. The other
day I was walking down In the
back of the store there is a pretty impressive selection of baseball gloves,
and suddenly I really wanted a baseball glove. I haven’t played baseball in
25 years. I don’t intend to try to start playing baseball again. I watch
baseball but I don’t play baseball anymore. But I suddenly wanted a baseball
glove, not to play baseball, but to wear it around the house – to wear it
while I am watching baseball on TV. And, as
I looked at the selection of baseball gloves, I not only wanted a glove. It
turned out I wanted the most expensive one.
Do you
know what saved me? I knew if I bought one I’d have to explain it to Jane
when I got home. One of the good things about committed relationships is that
they can save us from ourselves. Our human
capacity to want is infinite, Leonardo Boff says. Part of
what Psalm 23 is saying is that we do not need to be slaves to our wants. We
can learn to come to want what the Lord, our shepherd, provides for us. “The
heart wants what the heart wants,” we say, as though we have no control over
what we want. Not true. The New
Testament talks about our capacity to set our hearts and minds on different
things. “Those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things
of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit set their minds on
the things of the Spirit,” the book of Romans says. (Romans 8:5) “Set
your minds on things that are above, not on things that are on earth,”
Colossians 3:2 says. Froneo, the Greek word we translate
“set,” means to direct our mind or heart in a certain direction. The
assumption is that we have the capacity to control our thoughts and feelings,
and thus our wants and desires. How do
we do that? Well, there is another part of the definition of the Greek word froneo. The
other part of the definition is: to be of the same mind, to agree together, to
cherish the same views, to be harmonious. Our
wants are shaped by what we set our hearts and minds on – and what we set our
hearts and minds on is largely shaped by whom we associate with. You
know who was the best pope of the past century, maybe the best pope since
Peter, maybe the best pope ever, maybe better than Peter (if Peter ever was a
pope which we could debate)? Anybody want to take a guess? Pope
John XXIII. As a result of his leadership, the Catholic Church became more
human and humane, less arrogant, more connected with ordinary people. You
know why? Pope John the XXIII was the first pope in the 20th century
to make pastoral calls. He became pope in 1958 and, on Christmas Day 1958, he
visited children suffering from polio at a hospital in He liked
to take walks. He insisted on taking walks throughout He
managed to reset the mind and heart of the Catholic Church because he staying
connected with ordinary people and that kept his mind and heart set on the
right things. He refused to get swept up in the kinds of abstract thinking
and politics that happens behind closed doors as much in church as anywhere
else. We can
set our minds and hearts, and thus our desires and wants, by where and with
whom we spend our time…where we turn our attention…with whom we spend time
and thus come to share the same mind. I am
amazed again and again by how warm-hearted our Walk-In Mission volunteers
are. Some of that may be self-selection. People who are warm-hearted tend to
volunteer with the homeless, but I also think that spending time with the homeless
causes our hearts to become more generous and caring. Our
youth sometimes tell us that the Appalachian Service Project changes the way
they think and feel about their lives and futures. Volunteering in Whenever
I go to Our
relationship with God and with the family of Christ, the least of these, has
the capacity to set our hearts and minds and wants and desires on things
above. To say
the Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want says, first of all, that I do not
need to be a slave to my subjective feelings of want and desire. I can reset
my heart and minds on godly things. But it
is meant to also be an objective statement, and this is a bit harder to
wrestle with, at least for me. Psalm 23 also means that if the Lord is my
shepherd, I will not objectively be in need. I will have what I objectively
need. This is
a little harder to trust in. If it
said “The Lord is our shepherd, we shall not want,” it would be
easier. There is an article in the latest Harper’s
about a world hunger summit held in We live
in a world where there is enough for everybody. The shepherd has provided
enough so that no one should need to be in need of the basic sustenance of
life. The Lord is not the problem. We are. But the
psalm says “The Lord is my
shepherd, I shall not need,” and so
the question is “Can I trust the Lord with my needs?” It is a
question that maybe needs to be answered with another question: Whom or what
can I trust? I don’t
know if it is true – I heard a story about a church – one of the liturgical
churches – where this past Easter the pastor started his sermon by saying:
“The stock market is risen,” and without thinking someone in the congregation
answered, “It is risen indeed.” John
Ortberg preached a series of sermons recently on the theme “Never Waste a
Crisis” and his point was that crises help us ask important questions. Whom or
what can we trust? Where do we find our security? In what do we invest
ourselves? For the
past couple of thousand of years people have gathered in churches and in
homes and sometimes under trees, and they have not said: The dollar is risen.
They have not said: My 401(k) is risen. My bank account is risen. We have
this funny expression. If we add up our financial assets, whatever they may
be, and we subtract from them our financial liabilities, we say that this
gives us our net…worth. If our
liabilities are higher than our assets we even say that we have a…negative net worth. Who
here thinks that you are worth less to God than you were when the stock
market was 700 points higher a year ago? Who think you are worth less to your
friends? If you are, maybe you need new friends. Who thinks you are worth less
to your partner or spouse? Who thinks you are worth less to your children or to
your nieces and nephews? The
question is from where we get our worth and value? Where do we find riches
that do not rust and that thieves can not break in and steal? When
John D. Rockefeller died – he was one of the richest people in history – someone
asked his accountant, “How much did John D. leave behind?” the accountant
answered: “All of it.”[1] Never
waste a crisis. A crisis asks us ultimately whom or what we can trust? Another
hymn of When
Saint Theresa of Let nothing disturb you Nothing
frighten you, Everything passes, God does not
change, Patience achieves
all. One who has God Will not want. God alone
suffices.[2] Everything
else passes except God. One who has God will not want. What is
it that we really need? Sure, we need food to eat, clothes to wear, a place
to sleep. But
just as important, we need love. We need community. We need meaning…something
worthwhile to do with ourselves. We need hope. The
second list may be even more important than the first. Remember where it is
that we can find love, community, meaning and hope. www.foundryumc.org |
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[i] Leonardo Boff,
The Lord is My Shepherd: Divine Consolation in Times of Abandonment (Orbis
Books, 2006), 55-6.
[ii] http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pope_John_XXIII
3 Frederick Kaufman, “Let Them Eat Cash,” Harper’s
(June, 2009), 51.
4 Max Lucado, Safe
in the Shepherd’s Arms (Thomas Nelson, 2002), 21-2.
5 Quoted by Boff, 60-1.